UHalsey Uvule Ngokwakhe Ngendlela Umculo Omsize Ngayo Ukuphatha Ukugula Kwakhe

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U-Halsey akanamahloni ngokuzabalaza kwakhe nempilo yengqondo. Eqinisweni, uyabamukela. Lapho eneminyaka engu-17 ubudala, lo mculi kwatholakala ukuthi une-bipolar disorder, isifo sokucindezeleka esibonakala ngokushintsha "okungavamile" kwemizwa, amandla, namazinga okusebenza, ngokusho kweNational Institute of Mental Health.

Kodwa-ke, akuzange kube ngu-2015 lapho u-Halsey avule khona esidlangalaleni mayelana nokuxilongwa kwabo phakathi nengxoxo ELLE.com: "Ngeke ngihlale ngivumelana ngaso sonke isikhathi, uyazi? Angizukuhlala ngizolile njalo. Nginelungelo lokuthola imizwa yami futhi, ngeshwa, ngenxa yesimo engibhekene naso, kungaphezu kwalokho abanye abantu, "bachaza ngaleso sikhathi.

Manje, kungxoxo entsha no I-cosmopolitan, lo mculi oneminyaka engama-24 uthe uthole ukuthi ukufakela imizwa yakhe emculweni kungenye yezindlela ezingcono kakhulu zokuphatha isifo sakhe se-bipolar.

"[Umculo] kube ukuphela kwendawo engingabhekisa kuyo yonke leyo [mandla ashubile] futhi ngibe nokuthile engingakubonisa khona okungitshela ukuthi, 'Hheyi, awumubi kangako,'" kuchaza uHalsey. "Uma ubuchopho bami buyisigejana sengilazi ephukile, ngithola ukuthi ngibe yisichuse." (Kuhlobene: U-Halsey Uvula Ngokuthi Ukuhlinzwa Kwe-Endometriosis Kwawuthinta Kanjani Umzimba Wakhe)

Lo mculi usebenza kwi-albhamu yabo yesithathu, okuyiyokuqala abake bayibhala esikhathini "somuntu", basanda kutshela Itshe eligingqikayo. "[Kuyisampula] se-hip-hop, idwala, izwe, f * * inkosi yonke into - ngoba inamandla kakhulu. I-soooooo manic. Kungokoqobo nje, njenge, noma yini f * * k engangizizwa ngifuna ukuyenza ; besingekho isizathu sokuthi ngihluleke,” kusho yena.

Ukubeka iziqephu ze-bipolar ephepheni ngohlobo lomculo kubonakala kuyindlela yokwelapha kumculi. Futhi i-ICYDK, ukwelapha komculo kuwumkhuba osekelwe ebufakazini, ongasiza abantu ukuba bacubungule ukuhlukumezeka, ukukhathazeka, usizi, nokuningi, uMolly Warren, MM, LPMT, MT-BC wabhala eposini lebhulogi le-National Alliance on Mental Illness.

“Noma ubani angakwazi ukwenza izingoma ezihlatshelelwayo ezibonisa imicabango yakhe nezinto azizwile, futhi akhethe izinsimbi nemisindo ewubonisa kangcono imizwa yamagama,” kubhala uWarren. Ngamanye amazwi, akudingekile ukuba ube ngumwini we-Billboard Music Award ukuze uzuze kulolu hlobo lokwelapha. Le nqubo yenzelwe ukusiza ukuqinisekisa imizwa yakho, ukwakha ukuzethemba, futhi nokufaka umuzwa wokuziqhenya, njengoba ungabheka umkhiqizo wokugcina bese ubona ukuthi ukwazile ukwenza okuthile okuhle ngokuthize okungekuhle, kuchaza uWarren. (Okuhlobene: UHalsey Wembule Ukuthi Uyeke Inicotine Ngemuva Kokubhema Iminyaka Eyishumi)

Ngenkathi ukulalela umculo owuthandayo kungakukhuphula umoya, futhi ukuhambisa imizwa yakho ezingomeni zezingoma kungaba ukwelashwa okwedlulele, ukwelashwa komculo akukwazi ukufaka ezinye izindlela zokwelapha (isb. izinkinga zempilo yengqondo-iqiniso elingakalahleki ku-Halsey. Usanda kuphumela obala ngokuzinikela esibhedlela sabagula ngengqondo izikhawu ezimbili ezihlukene kusukela eqale umsebenzi wakhe womculo.

“Ngithe [kumphathi wami], ‘Hhayi-ke, akukho okubi engizokwenza njengamanje, kodwa sengifika lapho ngesaba ukuthi ngingase ngikwenze, ngakho-ke kufanele ngiyokubheka lokhu. baphume, '"batshela Itshe eligingqikayo. "Kusenzeka namanje emzimbeni wami. Ngiyazi nje ukuthi kufanele ngingene nini ngaphambi kwayo."

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