USarah Sapora Ucabanga Ngokuthi “Ujabule Kakhulu” Enkambini Yamafutha Lapho Eneminyaka engu-15

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Uyamazi u-Sarah Sapora njengomeluleki wokuzithanda onika abanye amandla okuzizwa bekhululekile futhi beqiniseka esikhumbeni sabo. Kodwa umuzwa wakhe okhanyiselwe wokubandakanywa komzimba awuzange ufike ngobusuku obubodwa. Kokuthunyelwe kwakamuva ku-Instagram, wabelane ngesitifiketi asithola ngenkathi ehambele ikhempu enonile emuva ngo-1994. Wavotelwa njengo "Most Cheerful", okungase kungabonakali njengokubi kakhulu, kodwa uSapora wachaza ukuthi kungani enenkinga enkulu ngale ilebula .

“Lapho ngineminyaka engu-15, ngangivele ngazi ukuthi ‘igugu’ lami emhlabeni lalizovela ekubeni nomdlandla nokujabulisa abanye abantu,” ebhala ehambisana nesithombe sesitifiketi.

Iya phambili kuze kube namuhla, futhi u-Sapora uyazibuza ukuthi ngabe impilo yakhe yayihluke kanjani ukube akazange azikhandle kangaka ekwenzeni abanye bajabule futhi esikhundleni salokho wagxila kuye. "Ngiyazibuza ukuthi ngabe benginolaka olungakanani njengowesifazane osemncane ukube bengichithe isikhathi esincane ukuba 'ngijabule' ukuze ngijabulise abanye futhi ngichithe isikhathi esiningi ngithola ukuthi yini engenze ngaba ohlukile futhi nginganqandeki," kubhala yena.

"Ngabe ngabe sengishiye isikhathi esingakanani ubudlelwano bokuhlukumeza ngokomzwelo nangokobulili ngineminyaka engu-18 ukube bengingakhathazeki kangako ngokwamukelwa yisoka lami futhi ngikhathazeke kakhulu nge-MY OWN," engeza. "Ngabe ngichithe iminyaka emingaki ukukhombisa ukubaluleka kwami ​​kubaphathi abathathe amamayela ayishumi ngenkathi nginikela ngamasentimitha ambalwa? Ngangiyoligomela kanjani inani lami bese ngiqhela kubantu ababengakuboni?" (Okuhlobene: USarah Sapora Wathola Kanjani I-Kundalini Yoga Ngemuva Kokuzizwa Engamukelekile Kwezinye Izigaba)

Kuthathe iminyaka ukuthi uSapora "avuke" abeke phambili injabulo yakhe, futhi manje ukhuthaza nabanye ukuthi benze okufanayo. “Indlela esenza ngayo izinto nesibona ngayo umhlaba njengabantu abadala ayijwayele ukuqhamuka ngokushesha,” kubhala yena. "Kungumvuthwandaba weminyaka neminyaka yokuphila kanye nokuziphatha okuba ngokoqobo kithi kangangokuthi kukhona ngokungazi, njengokuphefumula."

USapora uqede ukuthunyelwa kwakhe ngesikhumbuzo esinamandla sokuthi ungazilahlekeli ngenkathi uzama ukujabulisa abanye njalo. "Kujwayelekile ukuthi ufune ukuthandwa," esho. "Kodwa akunempilo lapho isidingo sethu sokuthandwa sicindezela ukuzinakekela kwethu. Lapho siyeka ukuzisebenzela ukuze sithole imvume yabanye ngokuphindaphindiwe." (Okuhlobene: Lokho Wonke Umuntu Owesifazane Okufanele Akwazi Nge-Self Esteem)

Namuhla, uSapora usephelile ekubeni umuntu "ojabule kakhulu" egumbini futhi ulinganisa ukubaluleka kwakhe ngezindlela ezahlukene. "Eminyakeni engama-25 kamuva futhi sengifuna ukuzinika isihloko esisha: obekezela kakhulu, onesibindi kakhulu, ozithandayo kakhulu," kubhala yena.

U-Sapora uthi "usebenzela" lezi zihloko manje - kodwa abalandeli bakhe bangaphikisa ukuthi usefana nabo. Lesi sishoshovu sihlanganise abalandeli abangaphezu kuka-150,000 ku-Instagram ngokuvula imizabalazo yakhe siqu futhi sikhuthaze abantu ukuthi bazithande nganoma isiphi isayizi. Noma ngabe usiza abantu bazizwe bengasatshiswa ngama-Pilates wezinguquko noma abelana ngohambo lwakhe lokuba uthisha we-yoga, uSapora ubelokhu eholwa yisibonelo — futhi kulokhu akuhlukile.

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